Open Sesame

Sometimes I see strange faces when I meditate, they come in flashes, faces I don’t know, sometime there’s strange imagery, weird concepts, they come and go. There’s a visual field, waves, floating colours, tunnels, spirals, this is all very lovely, and suddenly something will appear and disturb it. And today there was a dripping sound,Continue reading “Open Sesame”

Cause and Effect

I have not been able to write much in the last few days. The reason being that I lack the clarity to use discrete objects like words to describe my present experiences. After some initial discoveries and removal of some obvious blocks I have tumbled into a space where I am entirely unsure. I haveContinue reading “Cause and Effect”

Teacher Will Find You

“When the student is ready the teacher will appear. When the student is truly ready… The teacher will Disappear.” “When the student is ready the teacher will appear.” My oldest friend had said this to me a long time ago. It seems like a long time ago. The last few months I have wondered whatContinue reading “Teacher Will Find You”


I want to put this down right now, before I have spent time analysing and destroying the essence of it. Today I was listening to D. Madhusudan playing Raag Ahir Bhairav whilst meditating. I started reading the book, ‘On Having No Head’, D.E. Harding yesterday. I am not much convinced by the science of it,Continue reading “Blur”