Balance (…and again…)

As a musician, one of my hardest tasks is to stay motivated. Easy tasks bore me, I always pick something that is on the fringe, only just in my reach, which requires much concentration and energy and the learning is slow. I suppose in any job there is tedium, but my inability to play aContinue reading “Balance (…and again…)”

Open Sesame

Sometimes I see strange faces when I meditate, they come in flashes, faces I don’t know, sometime there’s strange imagery, weird concepts, they come and go. There’s a visual field, waves, floating colours, tunnels, spirals, this is all very lovely, and suddenly something will appear and disturb it. And today there was a dripping sound,Continue reading “Open Sesame”

Cause and Effect

I have not been able to write much in the last few days. The reason being that I lack the clarity to use discrete objects like words to describe my present experiences. After some initial discoveries and removal of some obvious blocks I have tumbled into a space where I am entirely unsure. I haveContinue reading “Cause and Effect”